going in & out of worlds, mostly OUT because i feel like i was made for elsewhere. a sneakerhead in the mapping.... well, i'm trying. tinkering with the English language to see if i can become sort of savvy / lyrical genious of sorts. playing with colours & utilizing lines to transfer these dreams onto paper. talking to myself whenever i can. let's me know that i am sane. or that i'm here on terra firma. somewhat. continuing to concoct these strange stories. and every year they get stranger, still.
chasing unknown unknowns and trying to figure out these variables. BUT my math skill set is weak. and i don't care anymore for these L.O.V.E. equations. gonna try this annual resolution thing again. make things proper. slowly gain this mentality that EDEN is an unattainable prospect --- that it is more a personal thing. i can't expect my ting to be the adonis i was hoping for. this can only be accomplished thru my own eyes. time to get IT in. it's about time.
slowly closing the book onto those don't need to read my pages. there's a reason why those bookmarks were thrown out. or lost later on in life. trying to the bigger person. because in this small, small world, there are even smaller PEOPLE. and so, if it boogles my mind and not in an intellectual way, then it can easily be dismissed. it's a hard knock life as they say. weeding out the negatives so that i can remain FOCUS'd. get on that 24/7, 9 to 5 hustle and grind. develop these pictures in the dark, that only i can see. and eventually the world will get a chance to view them too. in due time too.
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MEANWHILE............HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO ME. ☺!
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